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Vina.

Valentina Kris Utami. Masih 18 tahun waktu nulis post ini. Belom kenal dunia, makanya mau keliling Indonesia dulu, baru main main ke luar negeri. Selalu merasa aneh sama diri sendiri. Ya kelakuan, ya pemikirannya, ya...semuanya.

Kayaknya sih orang-orang mikirnya si Vina berisik, bawel, ngasal, optimistic, jago olah raga ( dilihat dari postur badan yang tinggi), dan pemberani. Tapi sayangnya yang dua terakhir itu nggak bener. Badan tinggi cuma turunan. Yang bisa olah raga cuma kakaknya, Chika, sama adeknya, Lanang. Dua-duanya aktif olahraga dari SD, kalo si Vina karir olahraganya berhenti di lapangan SD. Kinestetik buruk. Buruk (sekali). Pemberani? Bohong. Sama setan aja takut. Apalagi kalo disuruh berhubungan sama lawan jenis. Selalu takut. Takut. Bahkan kalo cuma ngirim sms bernada flirting (hiyek) aja kudu mikir 5. Nggak, 7 kali. soalnya takut dicuekin, takut dikira centil, takut dikira pengenan. Lebih takut lagi nanggepin kode. Pokoknya takut. Takut kalo ternyata si Vina ternyata cuma kepedean. Takut kalo ternyata yang dibilang ke Vina tuh sebenernya sih biasa aja, tapi si Vina nganggepnya luar biasa (iya iya...intinya salah tangkep). Bukan penganut emansipasi kalo urusan ginian. Emang bego banget kalo berurusan dengan hal satu ini. Beda banget sama kakak dan adiknya yang... (yaudahlah -_-*) udah bolak balik gonta ganti pacar sejak jaman SD. Kalo dibandingin sama si Vina................duh.  Makanya ayah sama ibu pasti langsung heboh kalo denger nama cowok dari mulut si Vina -_______- Gatau, ya mungkin emang beda sendiri (nasibnya, pft)

Mungkin juga takut sifat anehnya terbongkar. Padahal kalo liat gaya sehari-hari aja udah keliatan kalo aneh. 

Dulu si Vina nggak pernah yang namanya (yang sekarang sering disebut) galau (duh, ngetiknya post kayak ginian aja mikirnya berapa kali, rasanya aneh. Akhirnya a-girl-named-Vina stuck in a one - ). Sialnya, akhir akhir ini, iya. Iya, iya, suka galau (Hrrrrrr). Mau dijelasin kenapa, tapi kalo melihat pengalaman beberapa teman, nggak baik curhat hal-hal sensitif di blog. Apalagi kalo tentang perasaan. Yah... tapi... duh... ah... yaudahlah mau diapain lagi. Yang berubah biarin aja berubah. Nggak ada yang bisa dipaksain. Kan... menye kan... Menye itu apa? Kinda melodramatic-melancholic. That so not me. Tapi akhirnya, akhir akhir ini jadi guweh-banget.

Kebanyakan liburan bikin si Vina nggak bisa lari ke tugas buat kamuflase biar bisa (at least) bohong sama diri sendiri dan lupa apa yang lagi dipikirin dan siapa yang setiap hari ditungguin. (Kayak gini nih yang nggak bener, dilarang ngikutin.)

I have never been this menye before :I  Semangat vina!!

 

No, no, Vina wasn't here. She was behind the viewfinder. Blurry!

Another Doodle

p. s. : Post macam apa ini.....

See ya! 

Doo...dle? err...

I didn't plan that i'll take Architecture as my major. I started to think about my college years on my 2nd grade in senior high. I love design, so I put my orientation to Design and Visual Communication. But daddy disallowed me.

Since I went to science major in my highschool, he directed me to science major for college.

I took the middle path. Architecture. Combination both of science and design. I thought it'll fit me :)

Me, the geek, love design. i draw a lot, but really often it ended with doodling. I don't feel confident enough with my drawing neither illustration. So finally I add everything into the sketch and my handwriting fulfilled my workspace hehe :D

Until now, i do more doodling than drawing.

Spend my (long long long looooooong) end of the term holiday with sketching doodling.

Here we go. Much of them are horrible. So I select several that not-too-horrible.  I'll post the rest after this (remind me, please?) :)

Bryan Bryan Bryan McFaden <3 (when still in Westlife :') ). EndahNRhesa first album inspired me to make the wooden house with basements. :)

Why pencil? Simple Question with simple answer. I did not bring anything like colored pencil, watercolor to Tangerang hehe :p

See ya!

Welcome!

Wanna try?

Merry Christmas!

I feel awkward to start making a post since i hasn't post anything for months.

Starts from my jobless phase when I graduate from my highschool, then start my college years with a little task and finally the tasks were getting much. Literally, much.

I used to slept 6 hours a day, but now it is a habit to sleep just for around15 minutes.

Overall, I enjoy it so. My college year(s).

Postcrossing is getting so nice for me! I got a package. From Italy. And it must be via postcrossing. Guess what?!

Glasses! Yay!

When i got the package, speechless. I wondered, there was something inside. And, tadaa!!

This was like i got additional christmas gift! So unique <3 Thank you very much Lamberto! Merry Glory Christmas, too!

I just amazed with this.

Aldo!

Merry Christmas!


p.s. : Did you read the message? "2nd card - the 1st has maybe got lost". How kind....

alter ego yang satu dan yang lainnya

Bego lo, na. Harusnya kan ga kayak gini...
Siapa juga yang mengharuskan kayak gitu?
Ya nggak ada sih
Yaudah, selo. Siapa suruh jadi cewek panikan.
Iya iya.... 

What a stupid, Na. This shouldn't be like this...
Who obligate that should be like that?
Er.. nobody
Okay, keep calm. Who do told you to be a panic-full?
Ya ya...

Wish You were Here

So I watched JAZZtimewa on October 3rd 2012. Since I am the fan of Endah and Rhesa (EAR) , I didnt refuse my cousin's invitation to got there, Grand Pasific, where the concert held.
Here we go. I didnt take photos a lot. The performers took my attention a lot. Ah <3

 The Everyday Band, the electone player surely enchanted the crowd with his tech-sound

Experience never get you wrong. Rieke Roslan really bring the atmosphere up!

God, why this couple are so awesome...

The arstist. Monita Idol,Sandhy Sandoro, Andien, Rieka Roeslan, Yusri Dinuth, Brian Jikustik, Matthew Sayerz, EAR finally sang "Yogyakarta" by KLA Project

And look what I've found!! EAR's 2nd album! This is what I am craving for months!
Since my EAR's 1st album left in my daddy's car in Tangerang, this CD accompanies me for nights <3


P.S.: don't you feel annoy with people-with-tab during a concert? please.. you disturb other, girls

A Step Forward

I recently taking Architecture as my major in college. I study in my hometown, Yogyakarta. So now I live with my grandpa. My adaptation was so suck. I used to think that Tangerang was better, much better. Homesick like a baby, cursed everything here, feel really like I-really-not-here.

Living here is my plan since i was in kindegarten. I don't know why. Maybe because my family and I go here every long holiday. (I used to) feel homey here.

Whatever. I'll stay here for being a 1# future architect. This is my first step.

See ya!