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Once again, being part of Kelas Inspirasi batch Tangerang as a photographer! Yuhuuuuu!

Thread isn't Just at Your Laptop

Tuesday, August 13th ; 13:38

I accidentally felt from my motorcycle. Proned, woke up and bleeding at the same time.

Okay, that's not the point. The first time for being sewed on your chin. Local anesthetic doesn't make me asleep. So, I watch my uncle who is the doctor who sewed me, pulled up the thread directly in front of my face.

I felt so white.

Now, I can't open my jaw widely. Little bit hurt. And delicious dishes around me. Shit, huh?

Freeze The Moments

Photos from a toy camera, Buzz, which accompanies my journey lately. Do I need to explain why I named it Buzz? Because my dslr camera named Andy. I love Toy Story movies. Beside that, the camera will be buzzing everytime you take picture.

Mostly taken at Yogyakarta and Surabaya. These photos were from the fourth film roll. The first was broken because I haven't understand how to use yet. The second one was broken too because I was hardly revolve the film, too happy to do it hehe. And the third roll was burnt because my friend accidentally open the camera body when the film haven't been rolled yet :(

Here we go...

 Candi Prambanan, Yogyakarta

 Koinodori :D

 Flowers at Kotabaru florists :3 lovely, eh?

Vredeburg Fortress

 Kelas Inspirasi Surabaya!!! :D

 My sister, granny, and my sister's boyfriend, Mas Artha :3 

Do you feel the lovely colors? :')

See ya!

Errr.... What?!

Have you ever feel like people expect something to you but you can't or even can not do it yet? I feel disappointed for sure. Felt down. Beside that, I make it as an encouragement. I'll prove, I can.
Have you ever feel like so envy? to other? their talent, life, thingy? Me! Me! Me! People were so right when they said "Your biggest enemy is yourself". Now I'm in a self-controling phase. Push my self not to see above, but be grateful for what I have and what I live. Hard? Yes, human has no satisfication. Me.
Have you ever?
Have you ever?
Have you ever?

Then I whispered to myself, "What should I do?". That question is echoing in my mind. Waiting for me to do something. 
What should I do?
What should I do?
What should I do?











Hello Vina, how are you? Are you okay?

No.

Sun Never Goes Away

Yiha! it has been a couple of months that I didn't post anything yet. And the holiday is almost over! *scream* It's less than 3 weeks to go and I spend most of my holiday at home. Much time I spent for sleep due the lack of sleep during college phase. Eat a lot, draw, take pictures, and clean up my house. Little heaven :))

I woke up in this Sunday morning  and the rain pours outside. I chilled, the sun's ashamed to reveal its shine :3 

Named, cooperation :') 

Garden gnomes at my house. These are from traditional Javanese wayang character, Punokawan

 An old cup. Isn't it lovely?

In progress

Beside my eat-sleep-draw-taking picture activity, I drop my jaw for watching Depapepe on Youtube. Depapepe is an acoustic guitar duo from Japan. They tell story with the guitar, smile while playing theirs. God, overload awesomeness.
Ah! I almost forget to share photos from my toycam, Buzz. Unfortunately, I left the photos in my room at Jogja. Remind me to post it asap. 

See ya!

Well well well done

So, during my first college year, I learn a lot things.
A lot.
From the little and have-never-been-taught until things which finally being part of my life.

Friends.
With friends like these, well, who needs enemy?

I met nice, easy going, fun, and magnificent friends :D gaya bercanda yang kadang suka ga bisa diterima orang, diladenin dengan bercandaan yang sama disini. Thank God, most of them are boys, and they pursue me to be an easy going person as well.
The girls, the boyish one, the friendly one, the japanese wanna be, the girly. They're all color my day everyday.

brian christian lukas kace barata wisnu gilang ucup renat ari (me) nia webe tatan ice

Pok Tunggal beach, May 17-18 , 2013

Mindset. Pola pikir.
Vina yang suka sok idealis dari jaman SMP, sekarang mulai sedikit tertata di sini. Kadang si Vina suka mikir yang menurut dirinya sendiri merupakan 'hal yang paling normal'. Tapi kenyataannya, ga semua berpikir normal (untuk ukuran vina). Dan ternyata, semakin maksa orang lain untuk mikir yang sama dengan pemikiran Vina, semua hal malah terlihat konyol. Thank to Jee, a friend of mine in college who understands my thoughts. My silly, freak, unpredictable, idealistic thoughts. At least, ada yang bisa dengerin pikiran-pikiran konyol yang sering diketawain orang lain, tapi Jee nggak (tetep diketawain juga sih kadang </3). Wawasannya luas. She's a computer freak. But it's good for her. Knowledges come frome everywhere. And internet gave her a lot.


Process. Proses.
Vina baru beneran ngerti esensi dari 'proses' beneran dari masa 1 tahun kuliah ini. Suatu hal ga akan jadi sempurna secara langsung. Ada tahap-tahapnya. Dan sekarang, buat Vina, kuliah itu proses. Proses yang menyenangkan (sekali). Up and down, ga selalu bikin ketawa, tapi nangis juga jadi bagian yang menyenangkan.
Ga cuma tentang kuliah, but about my relationhip with God, family, and friends. And also about the creepy things fo me. Love. Weird, isn't it? Lol
Semuanya itu tahap. Tahap pembentukan Vina kedepannya.

Intinya, don't think too hard. The harder you think, the more you'll get pain :p being a random still the best for me now :))

Laugh on my stupidness is my favourite thing now. At least, I realize, I'm still a human, with mistakes. A ridiculous mistakes. Life is so ridiculous with ridiculous thingy, isn't it?




See ya!

What I've Been Looking For

So I was thinking hardly lately. Yea. I never thought that hard before because I always do things randomly.

I was searching for happiness. Cliche. But now I've made a decision. I won't wait for someone who bring happiness for me neither searching too hard for happiness. I will make happiness for my self, enjoy being Vina as well.

Sounds desperate? Yea. Many tasks. They shout at me for (even just) touch them.

Hah. So this' a little happiness made by me :)

Same. A bit.

Watercolor on A4 conqueror paper

Remember Lambang? A Transformers fanboy from SD Nglahar :D

I have just read a message from Pak Andek and he told me to watch Kelas Inspirasi, SD Nglahar on Jogja TV!!! Uwooo!! :D

There was me on TV. Okay. Keep calm, vin.

See ya!